The way i feel when i think of you
This feeling is unbearable
I just break down and cry.
I need you now more then ever
With out you here its not right
Everday everynight i see you
In my dreams which slowly turn to nightmares
As i watch as you dissapear once again

I know now we wont be together for a long time 
But Edward i miss you
And without you here we all feel empty 

One day soon i hope to see u 
For i am always dreaming of you ...

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY BRO

I LOVE AND MISS YOU

ARCHANGEL MICHEAL TAKE CARE OF HIM 4 ME XXX

Sometimes when I'm all alone and i have time to think.
I think about you and i cry.
Some people think "oh you should be over this"
But then i think to myself you don't know how it feels to be in this pain
or to how hard it is to make it go away.
 My head hurts all the time especially when I'm about to cry.
Its hard to type down these words as tears blur up my eyes.
When i try to speak about you i choke and then i start to cry
I miss the dad from when i was a child that dad i mourn

i still get angry dadbut every day i hope it gets that little bit better and i always pray for you and send you healing xxxx

You will always be in my heart
casting shadows of you
and yet there remains an echo
an eerie silence of loneliness
deafened by dreaded emptiness
in a place you once tread

 

those childhood memories remain
absence the fondness you shared
the gentleness of my brother the gentle giant 
supported by words of compassion
always teaching reaching
no longer can I feel you

though I see you daily
from visions of the past
my soul aches to know
how long does death last

missing you always Edward

Uncle Edward is My Angel Now  

Its Been The Hardest 4 Years Of My Life Since You Been Gone.
i Miss You Soo Much ii No We Didnt Alwayys See Eye Ta Eye And We Didnt Always Get On.
But The Year You Spent With Us Was The Best Year Ever You Made Us All Complete..&& Since Yu Been Gone
Itss Likeeee a Biig Part Of Us Is Missing..If ii Had One Wish It Would Be To Go Back In Time So That
You Were Here With Us Were You Belong.. Your B-Days Commin Up ii Wish You Were Here Ta Celebrate It With Us..Please Help Mum To Keeep Strong As She Hurtin Cause She Missesss You Soo Much
ii Love You Uncle Edward And If iii Culd Do Anytin Ta Ave Yuu Heree Wivv Uss ii Would With Out Even Thinkinn.x
You Were Specail..
ii Love And Miss Yuu Soo Much

Edward  CopeLand '0x

4Years Gone Uncle Edward 4 Years You Havent Been Wiif Me 4years Ive Realli Missed You 4years Hoping You Come Back But You Havent And You Aniit.Its Been So Hard With out You Everi One Misses You Cant waiit Till I See You Again One Daii Cant Waiit To See If You Will Be Waiting For Me But Till Then Uncle Edward I Guees I Gottah Keep You In Ma Heart Your Never Be 4got Number 1 Uncle .....

Love And Miis You Millions ....

Keepp Me Safe Keep The Hole Family Safe...

Watch Over Us ...

And Give Us Signs To Let Us Know Your aryt and  Happi In Heven With Your Dad  And You Brother...  Love & Miiss You Billons Bi The Waii I Miiss Plaii Games With You ..

AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER EVERY ONE OF US WILL GO THROUGH THE TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE OF LOSEING SOMEONE CLOSE TO US  WE WILL STAND BY THE GRAVE HERE SOMEONE SAYING ENCOURAGEING WORDS TRYING TO COMFORT US WHILE WE STAND THERE TRYING TO PAY ATTENSION AND TAKE EVERYTHING IN ITS A VERY HARD THING TO DO PEOPLE TRYING TO SHOW YOU THEY CARE AND SHOW YOU THAT YOUR LOVED,THEN WE ALL WALK AWAY LEAVEING OUR LOVED ONES EARTHLY SHELL BEHIND US RETURNIN HOME AND TRYING TO GET ON WITH LIFE WITHOUT THEM GOD EDWARD,DAD,JIMMY IF YOUS COULD ONLY KNOW THE EMPTY FEELING YOUS LEFT BEHIND WHEN YOUS WENT,WE ARE ALL TRYING TO GET ON WITH LIFE THE BEST WE CAN BUT ITS SO HARD PEOPLE SAY IT GETS EASIER BUT IT DONT I HAVE THIS ACHE IN MY HEART WHICH I KNOW WILL NEVER GO AWAY UNTILL I SEE YOUS AGAIN, THE PAIN IS TO STRONG TO BARE AND I KNOW I FIND MYSELF DOWN MEMORY LANE WHEN WE WERE ALL HAPPY IN OUR OWN WAY I WISH I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME JUST TO MAKE SURE YOUS KNEW HOW MUCH I CARED FOR YOUS THEN I FIND MYSELF THINKING WHAT ARE YOUS DOING UP THERE IN THAT BEAUTIFUL PLACE WE CALL HEAVEN ARE YOUS ALL TOGETHER HAVE YOUS HEALED AND ARE YOUS MUCH CLOSER THAN YOUS WERE WHEN YOUS WERE ALIVE AND I HOPE YOUS ARE YOUS NO LONGER FEEL PAIN IN ANYWAY AND I SMILE AND THAT HELPS TAKE AWAY THE STING AM FEELING WHEN MY THOUGHTS GO TO YOUS AND IT HELPS ME FACE ANOTHER DAY AND NIGHT WITHOUT YOUS BUT IT NEVER NEVER TRUELY TAKES AWAY THAT ACHE NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I KNOW YOUS WOULDNT WANT ME FEELING THAT WAY SO I TRY AND PICK MYSELF UP BUT THEN ANOTHER KNOCK COMES AND WE ARE BACK TO THE LOSS AGAIN,I TRY TO FIND A PURPOSE TO GO ON AND I HOPE AM DOING YOUS PROUD,BUT BE KIND TO ME IF AM NOT AS FAR AS YOUS THINK I SHOULD BE AM TRYING HARD I PROMISE YOUS THAT ,EDWARD I MISS YOUR SMILE AND YOUR SILLY LITTLE WAYS JIMMY WELL WHAT CAN I SAY YOU WERE THE JOKER AND YOU COULD ALWAYS BUTTER ME UP AND MAKE ME SMILE ,DAD AS THE YEARS PASSED AND I LEARNED TO FORGIVE YOU I MISS BEING ABLE TO SAY DONT WORRY DAD CAN FIX THAT BECAUES YOU COULD FIX ANYTHING,SO PLEASE MY FAMILY IN HEAVEN SEND ME A SIGN YOU WILL BE WITH US THIS YEAR ITS HARD WHEN I REMEMBER YOUS WILL BE SOENDING CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN THIS YEAR 

Hiiyah Uncle Edward :)

      Its Been A Long Tym Siince I Have Come On Your Siite And Lefted a Candle Of  A Tribute So I Thought Ide Better Leave One To Tell You That I Love You Ldsz And Miiss You Millons ....

Uncle Edward You Not Beiing Here With Us On Christmas Lyk You Used To Be Is Realli Missed But I Hope You Have A Good Christmass In Heaven With Granda And Uncle Jiimmy Tell Them I Sedd Hii And Giive A Kiiss Frm Me

I Made A Liitle Picture 4 You   

Hope You Liike Itt !!

Happi X-Mass In Heaven <3                    

Miissed 4 ALyf Tym ♥

Alwazii In Are Heartz x