I write this here jimmy as a symbol that your spirit will live on. And your wisdom and love lives on in our hearts. God placed you in my life to be my brother for a reason. I thank him for that but i also know you left becaues of the pain you carried all your life which was to much after we lost edward,We remember your silly smile and laugh when we think of it and all the stupid jokes you played on us when i nearly lost my donna you were there to keep us sane when god nearly took her home to be with him,they were dark days werent they jimmy but you came made us laugh and edward rang me becaues he couldnt be there but he wanted me to know he was praying for us at that time. Your face is always with us because your sons look just like you,it never seems it's going to get any easier. I wish you were all still here with me but yous aren't and I am tryin to be strong. I miss yous so much and I love yous so much in our memories we hold what is precious. You are in God's hand, and we love and miss yous. I wish I had told you more often that yous that yous all ment the world to me.I know you are in a better place & have peace & happiness finally. I only want you back on earth because of my pain and i know thats just me being selfish. I am happy for you that you are in the arms of God,but the pain of loseing yous is something we have to learn to live with on a daily bases its hard you know what i mean i know yous do,life will never be the same without yous,I still cant believe that this happened to you jimmy! You were a good person but made some bad choices in your life but we all do that dont we bro, you will never be replaced. You are forgiven for leaveing us here it will take awhile for your children to be able to say that but i know deep in there hearts they have done it already, and not a day has gone by that I dont think about you edward and dad. I cant wait until the day that I see yous all again but until that day I will be smiling for you and doing my best to keep your memory alive. Keep rockin jimmy! I love you beyond words...

your sister lisa xxx

Lisa...what can I say.   I am so sorry for the loss of ur loved ones.   I will never understand  God's plans.  I truly believe that when we are born God already knows the time/hour/ & way we will die.  I understand...mygrandfather commited suicide 7 months after my Dad died at the age of 53.  Grief is so hard.  I lost my son at the age of 17, I will never understand God's plan.  One day the veil will be lifted and we will see it was our loved ones who was o.k.  It's us that's not.  I am so sorry for the pain you have to endure again and again.   Just know that you are in my thoughts  and prayers and please know that I am asking God to comfort you and give you some understanding that is so hard to understand for us humans.  Lifting you in prayer my friend.  God Bless.

HUGS...HUGS...HUGS

Lisa

FROM ANGEL LEO'S MCPHEE FAMILY

Dear Lisa and family,

I will keep your family in my thoughts & prayers. I'm so sorry for your losses. My heart is so sad for you & your family. May God give you the peace and understanding that you seek. Continue to hold on to God for comfort. He will always be there for you!

God Bless you!

Steph

Lisa and family,

Thinking of you and your Angel today and always. You are in my thoughts and prayers.  May comfort and peace be with you !

Dad
I did not see you close your eyes I did not see you die
all I knew was that you were gone without a last goodbye
it was a sudden parting to bitter to forget we loved you dearly and its very hard to forget,, it does not take a special day for us to remember you,,,Each mass and each pray is offered up to you Gone from us three years today and it seems like it was yesterday we lost Edward then you in such a little space of time,,, no time to mourn him i remember how grey your face was when they brought edwards coffin into the house,,how you tried to put on a brave face the whole morning in and out waiting for him to arrive,,then you carried Edward down the village my heart went out to you your youngest son was dead and we were going to his final resting place i knew your heart was broken,, it was raining remember dad,,it poured down then as we lowerd Eward in to his grave all of a sudden the skys turned an amazeing blue and the sun came out i didnt wana leave him there Edward hated the cold and thats all i could think about him being cold,,,you looked so old that day even though you were always running around doing things for every one sometimes i think you even forgot you werent a young man anymore then all to soon we were mourning you,its so hard here without yous both,you know dad i can sit here and say all the things that people write when they lose someone but theres no point becaues you know by watching us from above how loseing you and Edward has affected all of us nothing will ever be the same again for any of us ,,,so much pain to carry with us for we will never forget yous watch over us Dad and keep us strong untill we meet again love you your daughter lisa xx